Dark Night of the Soul

Well I am feeling more together and I am calming down abit. I have my Son's soccer game tonight and hopefully I can watch the whole thing. I have not been angry and I am getting along with everyone. I don't need any more anger hangovers. I would love some solitude to go fishing maybe on Saturday. I start a new position next Tuesday and I am hopefully putting this behind me. Life is a classroom and I am learning I can do little on my own without the holy spirit's help. I don't know my own self interest and my judgement is bad. My only function is to forgive and I have a hard time with that one it seems. I do want to be transformed and I am praying to the Holy Spirit for it. Please help me Lord and help me hear your voice. Help me to do just your will. Amen